im sooo confussed

sometimes you make me feel sooo special

then other times i wonder why we arnt together

whats so wrong with me

is my looks

my attuide

or what?

im to scared to ask you bc i dnt want to lose what i di have

what to do

well last night i relized alot of things

one that i would die for my juggalo fam

and two i have david to thank for them being in my life
if he would never left me i would have these ppl in my life

i guess everything does happen for a reason

when i was with him i was tryin so hard to make things work i was being someone i wasnt

i mean i did love david and i wouldnt trade in the time we had it was a very good learnin experiances

the only thing i miss is cid he was my baby but i know he in good hands

but last night i realize what true fam is its the type ppl that always is goin to have ur back will give u the shirt off ur back if you need it im truly bless to have these ppl in my life

yes they might piss me off at times but in the end not for long

i love you
cara
dave
darren
ray
sarah
chewy
biggen
anthony

u guys mean the world to me

i love my true non juggalo friends to =]

cnt wait to have our juggalo easter =]

i need laid grrrrrrr

you dnthave to worry about it im never goin to try to lay with u or kiss u again

are you happy now?

off to my personal hell